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January: Just went through an awful breakup, literally no energy, life going nowhere, no motivation, can't be bothered
Now: Died at some point and became an annoying cringe demon, still no energy (but does things anyway), lots of motivation, bothers you
January: absolutely destroyed from my senior year of college, couldn’t see any friends bc of workload, depressed and cold 24/7
Now: vaguely recovering, maybe spiraling too far w/o structure but I’m just a blanket beast
January: went to ALA, car two payments away from being paid off, applied for a new job to start mid March.
September: unemployed, stress cut, bleach, and dyed part of my hair, depression back with friends, cope through dnd and tiktok. Missing friends and needing a hug from my dad https://t.co/2qaEcJ9dlR
January vs September
January: planning vacations and cosplay and conventions for the year, 2020 goal socialize more
September: working from home, 3 months gone because of animal crossing, taught my cat how to sit for treats, 6 hour naps but still sleepy, makeup??
January: Bummed abt missing ALA but planning to travel the nation for cons. Watching all the movies
September: grew out hair "as a bit", haven't worn a collared shirt in five months, coasting on caffeine. at least I have my own place now
https://t.co/CxlCjYFIy2 https://t.co/hAfD4iBGac
January: I'll finally write my monograph this year!
September: I'm finally writing my monograph while there's an apocalypse going on in the hopes of graduating before the world ends https://t.co/79t0w5xfag
January: depressed but coping, looking for internships, drawing more, high hopes for senior year
September: ADVANCED depression, what's a job market?, burned out, waiting for an excuse to go Ape Shit https://t.co/FTtGlYj5II
January: energized, happy, working on amazing projects and overall having a lovely time
Now: seasonal depression just joined the server, alongside yearly depression, quarantine depression, newly graduated and jobless https://t.co/XBy2eS0Eq5
January: ironically probably one of the worst times, was in a toxic household that kept draining me, kept gaining weight from depression eating as well
september: actually happy, starting to get life back on track health, bags gone slightly, living in dorms now https://t.co/Wc7eFDUUMR
January: generally completely clueless, going out of town every weekend, doing shoots like a mad man, making lots of friend plans
Now: 100% done with your shit, eldritch knowledge, will fight you in a Denny’s parking lot, paint permanently in hands, friends?? Idk them https://t.co/RvjtNcDEkE
Me in january: nice miku concert, skin GLOWING, PINK HAIR!!!, meet ups and sleepovers with friends, TRAVEL !!!
Me in september: burnt out, losing touch of everything, low on energy ALWAYS, ARTBLOCKKK, barely see anyone out of safety for my mom, BIG sad also gigantic roots
January: starting the year with a new haircut, ready for good things
Now: ...yeah https://t.co/ukhRwtF19k
January: Excited for more artist alleys and traveling
September: Restricted to certain areas due to work, paranoid about COVID 24/7, constant work/class work https://t.co/zQaTirswf9
January: working at the office, enjoying my daily routine, going to cons and outings with friends, drinking maybe too much coffee
September: birth is a curse and existence is a prison, etc etc etc coffee cant help me now https://t.co/XAKUwHTkIk
January: have a job that i like
got a new car!
in talks about moving in with my partner and getting engaged soon
disneyland annual pass, baybey!!
September: indefinitely furloughed
havent driven car in months
engagement put off bc covid
NO DISNEYLAND IN ALMOST A YEAR https://t.co/Uh4DfZG4Ku
January: Making cosplays, friends were sleepin over, prepping for Katsucon, flying out to see friends, planning Disney trip/Con guesting
Now: Backlogged on commission orders due to COVID shipping delays, 90% wrapped in blanket, what day it be, haircut no, internet is only friend https://t.co/PC0jsKWEt7
January: happiest I’ve been in a long time ! depression almost completely gone ! excited for the future !
September: depression back in full swing. disassociate most of the day so I’m always confused. where am I what time is it when did I start holding a cup ?? got bangs again https://t.co/EnrNZdaKuA
January: Excited to finally enjoy Santa Cruz and looking forward to enjoy my junior year
September: emotionally burnt out cuz life tossed me through a fucking wringer all year and the only things getting me through it are coffee, games, my friends, and my bf https://t.co/hNue2dJvF4