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Not What I Was - Page 124
Next week, back to the real world!
Honestly, not happy with Anubis' head in the bottom panel, I think it was the angle I was trying to draw it at.
Torso came out nicely though.
#webcomic #cyberpunk #dystopian #furry #comic #WebcomicWednesday
Seth's impulsive reaction to Anubis being held hostage in the 3rd trial may be due to how tired he is of others taking advantage of his love for his son. But nonetheless, Anubis' life will always matter, and Seth will fall for tricks as many times as it takes to keep him safe.😢
@LazuliLotus Yay, Yay♥ Thank you very much! I love the animals in ENNEAD, so I'm very glad you like my drew! I wonder if the Anubis' doggy army is fine… they're dead, though…
Go! Doggies go! Attack that beard!
This is one of the scenes that hurt so much in a re-read; Seth is so afraid of being vulnerable, but he collapses and begs Isis to save Anubis' life here... And to know that Anubis' life is now in the hands of his greatest enemy, whose vile deeds we learn of later...(ToT)
It's still so upsetting that Seth didn't object to what Isis was telling the other gods about Anubis' arm despite it not being the full truth, and how utterly ashamed of himself he looked. He just harbours so much remorse and grief for what he did to his son.....(◕︵◕)
This scene is one of the softest in the entirety of ENNEAD; Anubis' determined face is so precious!!! And despite him disliking killing, he's so proud of himself here because of how hunting is a skill he's learned from Seth, and also because he knew Seth would be proud...🥺🥺
It's heartbreaking that Seth could *easily* have killed Horus here, but despite how much he wanted it and how much the whole incident hurt him, it just took Anubis' scream to make him forget about his revenge and leave immediately. He just loves his son so much....(◕︵◕)
#ENNEAD spoilers + Seth analysis//
The significance of Anubis' betrayals is so large and sad, especially when we consider that it's the direct product of Seth's poor judgement and mistreatment of Anubis. This in which, is something Seth himself is very sensitive to.++
ENNEAD season 2//
Seth's and Anubis' fangs and claws are so adorable. I love that even though they're not blood related, they're still a father + son puppy duo! ૮꒰˵• ﻌ •˵꒱ა
+thus solidifying Anubis' "childlike" character. His naivety also fuels his guilty conscience as he almost blames himself for Seth's cruelty, whilst still knowing that it is Seth's own doing. These complicated emotions are also very human- which to gods can be seen as immature.++
+Then in the 2nd trial, we still see him denying the possibility of Anubis' betrayal, just like when Horus stabs him. This is because HE still loves Anubis, and perhaps thinks that Anubis wouldn't go this far, but also probably because he can't accept how truly alone he is.++
The fact that Seth kept looking back on the jars containing Anubis' soul hurts so much; it's like he was reminding himself what he was suffering for, and it's what forced him to pull through. You could see how much pain he was in, but also how desperate he was to save his son.
God, he's gone through a lot of changes but I'm finally happy with him after neglecting him for so long 😔
Anubis' 3rd and final design (hopefully) xD
2021 > 2017 > 2016
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++Also, the message Osiris gives Anubis here is the opposite of what Nephthys' earlier one; Osiris' promotes autonomy and acknowledgement of pain. To Anubis, this just makes Osiris seem even kinder -he UNDERSTANDS Anubis' pain, and even lets him openly resent Seth for it.++
but!! in s2 they're SO close together, Seth is LOOKING DIRECTLY at horus, hes touching horus, blushing because of horus. his headdress is off and face uncovered and horus is SO happy 😭😭😭 seth finally sees horus as HORUS, not osiris's son or anubis's replacement.
I literally never noticed this before aaaaaaaAAAA since horus was up and stabbing him...he immediately thought of anubis...he doesnt show it in front of isis and horus but anubis's betrayal must have hit him hard...in the sfw ch32 he thinks back to this moment 😭 https://t.co/cWzJ4Mnf6D