# artof2019 初音ミク hatsunemiku sougin digitalart originalcharacter narutooc villainctober villainous villanos

trying to beat my depressive art funk by filling a big ol page with whatever the hell I feel like here’s a chunk of it lets goooo

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2019-12-18

me looking in the mirror after a depressive episode (colorized, 2019)

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2019-12-15

Another sketch from Patreon I painted, honestly I dunno.
I just love this two a lot but seem to draw them a lot in depressive pics for some reason?

デクケロ | midotsuyu

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2019-12-11


this year despite right now being artblocked and going thru a depressive episode, was a good year for me in my life where i actually achieved goals and moved in w my bf and whatnot.
I feel unsure about myself and the future as always but i'll keep tryinggggggg

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2019-12-10

hey its 2 AM so have this very VERY self-indulgent art because i'm in the middle of a depressive episode so i wanted to draw something soft for once

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2019-12-08

My ...

Idk what can say about it, but i'm still trying to progress anyway. I'll still practicing and doing what I love day by day; please, support me bcs i'm too depressive with my skills for drawing.

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2019-12-07

This phase was just a depressive phase i had. only lasted a few weeks

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2019-12-04

Btw I never posted here huh 😂 a week ago i made an animatic video named 《TEAR - after PAIN》 it focuses on three of them. It contain depressive art tho x") so feel free to watch ❤ https://t.co/u3n4DTDJlh

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2019-12-03

Me when I hit my depressive episode

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2019-12-02

This song (and the show honestly) is just so cute, it really helps me lift myself out of my depressive episodes

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2019-11-24

2012: super depressive slump where I buried myself in TF2 and started doing conventions

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2019-11-13

Arthur's face is so sad in the second half of Sougin... It's hard to see him with a depressive expression.

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2019-11-03

Uh oh I disappeared for a second
Hi I’m here after my depressive episode have art hhhh of oc

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2019-10-29

It is tragic.I am 40 years old.I was diagnosed ASD this year.Abused, bullied, belittled.I am forgotten now as adult too.I have battled through multiple depressive episodes.This should NEVER be the case for future generations.

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2019-10-26

I miss drawing darker commissions :<
these are from a year back
If you want something dark and depressive, hit me for commission
XD

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2019-10-20

something I was working on to break up my comic work and get me out of my depressive funk
i wanted to mess around with dynamic drawings and whatnot
I like how they came out

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2019-10-20

Been a decent week. Can think more clearly without the self pity and depressive shit clouding brain. Still some depressive spots, but I feel sharper this week and like my ideas are coming back to me. Been getting a lot done.

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2019-10-18

have a dragon in compensation for my depressive thoughts and art block

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2019-10-14


Day 13 - ANGST.
I've got no idea what "ANGST" is. But internet said that it's something VERY depressive and very sad so...
(maybe it doesn't look sad enough for you, but for me it looks really emotional)

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2019-10-14

i've been struggling a lot with a depressive episode this week, the days feel horrible, i sleep all day, and the guilt of it really cripples me

however, today, i've decided to try my best, and continue to be productive (what makes me happy) through it all

small thing to move on

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2019-10-13