When I was little, my aunt jokingly gave me a My Little Pony toy because I was a "boy" and haha that was funny. I pretended to not like it but secretly did. It stands out to me because it was the first time I remember exploring femininity and having confusing gender thoughts.
I'm working on a Lord Lithos animation and drawing all these spots and splotches all over him takes as long as the lineart! It doubles the time it takes to animate him! Why do I do this to myself!!!