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ran dressing like a depop reseller who is solely responsible for the gentrification of her local secondhand store
4/?
individuality is perceived as a blight, a fleck of paint on an immaculate canvas which results in suppression, but not *entirely* drawing on queerness which came as a welcome surprise. it's a persistent undercurrent certainly but rebellion is a gate being opened, a diary...
~needy girl overdose, finished february 2nd~
initially anticipated NGO to cast a murky lens on the oftentimes fervent foibles of otaku escapism, and it *was* that. sort of. but more than anything it's a character study of this fractured individual whose psyche has been marred...
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been meaning to play flesh, blood & concrete for a while and i did just that this evening! how strange it is, that comfort can be found in the midst of this profound, lingering malaise that seeps down to one's marrow. how it feels like a tender embrace, a balm for the soul.