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@wordofvulpes @UYpmuj @Xgxg100Sudesh26 @itSesi87 @EhidniyKaktus @Stardustboye @Flaredragon31 It happened before in 2020, and I thought I finally found her, only to be a 2-hour conversation with a catfish who tricked me when I was in devastation. ... oh boy, the heartbreaks were real.
Frens, I'll tell you a quick Sleep Story that I've just had:
I was back at primary school again, and I manage to somehow still recognize her again but knew that she was lost and missing, just as how I felt. There was a locked door, but other crowded students were there.
@wordofvulpes Hmm..! So I thought about your idea about Drawing birds to practice on wings, And it gave me a recent idea.
What if I thought about Harpies being a 'First Ascension' and Angels being a 'Second Ascension'? And it would still be a Win-Win for me?
Me In the Morning: Probably (but not always) learning about a lesson in Life about Psychology and Emotions.
In the Afternoon: Watching Twitch/YouTube, and Games as a background.
In at Night: Probably still watching Twitch/YouTube, but I might also draw.
I may not be ready just yet, because I just learned this myself, but with progress comes completion. You take all the lessons that you learn (Self or from someone) and you take it as a final task.
If you succeed, you just got your old friend or even your lover, back.
But I fought back. It'll flee and then return again. But I'm still not ready just yet.
I gotta prepare for what's to come. A Panic Attack, a Heartbreak that I need to Endure if all goes wrong, and probably lots of happy crying and hugging if all goes well.
I got hit. I felt doubtful again, that maybe she would get me becuase I was too late. I actually wanted to talk about this tomorrow, but, here I am.
But at least knew that I've been through these scenarios so many times that it's even me talking, it's my doubting.
OKAY NEVER MIND, IT WAS MAINTANACE AND MY BROTHER TOLD ME TO NOT TAKE IT
GOD DAMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTT
*sigh* back to the drawing board. :/
OKAY ITS TECHNICALLY NOT 10 AM GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD MORNIIIIIIIIIIINGG
I GOT WORK TO DO! Well, hopefully at least!
@UYpmuj @Xgxg100Sudesh26 @itSesi87 @wordofvulpes @SlimeFrosted @Stardustboye @Flaredragon31 @BeatsMcNugget