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And when things started to fall apart around me, as my heart grew empty again, I sought to fill it any way I could, to fill what love had taken up with sin,
and so I tried, I tried despite everything that hurt in the process, to rebuild that which I forsook for you..
And so disappear I did, left for months to grow and realize what I wanted, and I came back expecting things to remain the same, came back to thinking that my safety would remain..
Things change, I cannot deny that, I just didn't prepare myself, and instead resigned myself to it.
Last year was interesting.. I discovered a bit more about myself and what I was enjoying about life. I explored taking gposes again, for the first time in months, and expressing myself in a more nude form.
The start wasn't perfect, it never is, but it turned the gears for a year