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3. i'm trans and i cope with depression with compulsive shopping and hiding my problems to play the role of the perky, cheerful one
4. i draw to distract myself from my deeply ingrained self-hatred and jealousy of everyone else, who have actual talent, which i obviously do not
here's the last last band, 25時ナイトコードで:
1. if i stop making music for even a moment my deeply entrenched guilt will eat me alive
2. i have only a few more weeks of being able to pretend i'm a "good gifted kid" before my psyche implodes and i jump out a 15th story window
プロセカで25時ナイトコードの13章を終えたばかり。
「自分は本当に何をしたい?」
「自分は本当に何が好き?」
一部の人にとって、これは難しい疑問じゃないか。
両親が自分に好きはずものこそを教えた。そうすれば、「偽りの自分」を作られた。(これは特定の用語だと思う)
朝比奈まふゆと同じ。
staring at this incredible, etymologically-accurate map of "Japan, but if its regions and cities were named like it was England" https://t.co/noI2gUCGYZ