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Had a phonecall with my mom and she seemed concerned with me getting hurt by my girlfriend and wanted me to be friends with her. Can't really live my life in fear, as I've acknowledged I could be hurt, but I'd feel more miserable cutting that affectionate part of me out.
I swear my brain still blue screens whenever I see 2020 on a dated document. I cannot process we are in the 2020's. RIP
2020 is gonna be a wonderful year for the channel. It's Nice to see so much support lately and it makes me want to engage more with folks since I had fun on the premiere of my other youtube video since I've been in a better mood lately
Christmas started shitty, ending on a positive note. Gave some gifts, managed to make some music, went for a jog, got a free dinner and got my music featured in a big youtube animation + my date got me a gift and boosted my mood.
Got a date today. Dipping myself back in the dating pool and just gonna see how this goes.
Emotions are tangible things. Determination, creativity, inspiration, passion, love; all sorts of traits in a person have a way of materializing. Whether it be through a passion of science to develop ways to improve the world, or a love of art to make someone's day less shit