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Today I streamed Dead by Daylight and honestly...
It's been a while since I had that much fun on stream. I dont normally stream games like that, or mmos, or shooters but i really enjoy playing them.
But DBD was just...extremely fun. I dont get it. I really enjoyed myself.
Im slow, maybe even too slow, but it's me.
I take pride in my sexuality, it's something that describes a part of me meaningful. I used to think I was broken, and sometimes I still think I am, but having the Ace Spectrum has given me much comfort over who I am.🧵
The thing is I find a way to express myself. I found a word, a meaning to describe the way I love. The way I wish to love. The way I was born to love. I know love is complicated for me but I know I need that strong emotional bond/connection with someone before I feel ready.🧵
sexual interest. Even then I need to be romantically invested and in love with someone for my sexual interest to be in there. I always worry cause I'm complicated and feelings are hard. That also just may be trust issues and jealousy suck xD But I digress🧵
I found myself leaning on the Demisexual side of things. Romance and relationships are lovely but theyre not something I immediately think about when meeting someone. Do I want someone? Yeah of course but it's always hard when it comes to feeling of romantic interest and-🧵
The beauty of Asexuality is there so much intricate emotions, thoughts and feelings about this. I always like to say, no one on the Ace Spectrum is the same because their sexuality in the spectrum means something different. They have a unique meaning as what "Ace Means to them"🧵
@reilukah Congrats 40k time! Thank you so much for the opportunity! Good luck everyone <3333
Aloha Family! <3
WE LIVE NOW!
Might be a smol stream cause i havent fully recovered from sickies - but I kinda want to hang out and do a lil more spookies tonight! Dead X Collection LETS GO.
Link below your nose