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Seungho really went from zero to hero on the perfect lover front in those past 91 chapters.
What makes Seungho the most jealous is hearing that someone made Nakyum laugh. which SH never managed. His reaction is not merely to continue fucking NK to stake his claim, it's to remind him&himself that it's him,SH,who occupies NK's mind&that he wants SH as much as SH wants him
& engraving them into his memory. As if NK were his idol & he is biggest fan. He's been studying NK like the most interesting of treatises in his library.There is always this pissed jealousy laced with sadness when he realizes that someone knows about his lover things he does not
Seungho feels sheer panic and fear when he overhears about the letters,revealing that his biggest fears are losing Nakyum & NK leaving him. He becomes utterly desperate & possessive,fierce with need to stake his claim on NK,calling him 'his',not willing to give him to anyone ever
Seungho won't have Nakyum staying hurt. This is the same man who buys him music boxes worth a kingdom the moment he looks at them because they stop him from crying.Seungho's saying he's going to give NK everything he wants and more and spend the whole day together with him gladly
Seungho got his winter cap and he even made Nakyum smile, coming one step closer to in his quest to make Nakyum laugh.
Seungho has finally get the smile he wished for from Nakyum for so long. It's been a ardent need to see him smile because it would show that Nakyum is happy with him and that he is capable of making him happy - because what Seungho truly wants is for Nakyum to be happy with him.
Seungho is flustered, astounded and deeply affected by how Nakyum meets him touch for touch, sexy look for a sexy look, and a sultry kiss for a sultry kiss, meets his teasing and flirting with his own. And later, even his confession and secrets with schocking ones of his own.
At some point, Seungho stops pleasuring himself and starts giving all his attention to Nakyum but that doesn't mean he doesn't draw pleasure from it. He gently asks about Nakyum's intimate secrets, how he likes to touch himself to give him what he needs and enjoys.