🌸TataMana💙さんのイラストまとめ

Thinking of when Rimbaud said the boys way to bicker together was so typical of middle schoolers it was embarrassing to watch,way to say that looking at Dazai always teasing Chuuya everywhere was so obvious of his crush for him it was indeed like interrupting their private moment

Dazai who is the kind to give little subtle attention to show he cares,when he took care to do the snowman making sure Chuuya will see it on his way to school,and when he took care to fold Chuuya's coat making sure he will see it waking up,way to say "Ive been thinking about you"

When you put these scenes together,from those hurt kids who found each other and grew up together ultil becoming these adults linked as one forever,it just feels Dazai was born to watch protectively over Chuuya's slumber the same as Chuuya was born to stay close to Dazai's heart.

It's sweet that Dazai's main fifteen memory is exactly this parc when in the LN it was said the boys walked on a sunny day,the moment Dazai called Chuuya a Little Fairy then joked about loving him,and these words were gonna blossom as the SB fallen Angel and DA lovers's sky scene

When Chuuya is surrounded by people and Dazai wants to have him all for himself,like when Chuuya was having a picnic with PM and Dazai popped out grabbing his string hat to take him away,and at the Hanami when Dazai made Chuuya drunk until he faints to keep him away from everyone

Dazai's vision of height difference between Chuuya and Atsushi is so incredibly cute and yet Chuuya is definitely the one his eyes focus instantly like if they were catching the sun

Dazai's best tactic to make Chuuya lose his hat,making him throwing a baby tantrum for it to fell down,like when Chuuya didnt want to watch a kid show and rolled on the ground and when Dazai annoyed him the street and he tried in vain to kick him,it's very effective at any age ^^

What is meaningful in this "double suicide" part is Mori saying he KNOWS "Dazai will fight DESPERATELY against the Guivre,EXACTLY because Dazai will never let Chuuya die as only him can save him so he will give everything of himself to protect him"
Chuuya in danger=Dazai snapping

What is beautiful in SB is that everything "gravitates" around Chuuya and its his own precious humanity that will make everyone close to him feel human,Verlaine realizing this world is not only about hate,Adam understanding the heart emotions,and Dazai's eye opening to the light

By the way Adam and Chuuya is totally Terminator 2 and Connor!
Terminator was a humanoid robot sent to protect John (a rebel kid) from an artificial being that wanted to kill him,he learned human emotions and sacrificed himself for the boy at the end,exactly like in Storm Bringer