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I always want to draw, but the feeling always gets countered by the immense, guilt-ridden urge to do something that's both noticeably productive and immediately gratifying. So if I decide to stop moping around to try doing something worthwhile, I'll end up doing stuff like… https://t.co/KhGSVDzwdK
If Addie has a million fans, then I am one of them. If Addie has ten fans, then I am one of them. If Addie has only one fan, then that is me. If Addie has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against Addie, then I am against the world.
Why do I hesitate to do anything nowadays. It was so easy to play a new game or draw. But now it's always hesitation. Like I'm subconsciously worried about wasting time. I'll choose to clean my room for 3 hours, instead of playing a game. To know I've done something productive.