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I'm still learning to put the sword down, to loosen my armour, and acknowledge others strength.
i'm learning to not hide from my past, my experiences, my shame.
above all. i'm learning how to share that with others in a healthy way.
4/4
for people like me, monsters now hide everywhere. i never learnt to runaway. never had the chance to. so i fought, and lived with them.
I've grown up to almost resent people being ignorant of how close these monsters really are to you.
but i can't.
3/4
"I Became a Monster Slayer"
I suffer from "Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder" (CPTSD)
lately I've been going through a rough patch, mostly due to therapy unravelling everything.
none the less, i'm always terrified to "vent" to people. because often, I can't.
1/4
my friend @peechieu drew this of my OC, Eva and it's so cute!
definitely captures her nature ;3
<3
@straszvr @DyLhun @tfmjonny @AmiYamato weirdly my first proper model was a heavy kitbash (some scratch modeling to, with help from @ShifterKei with textures and @DyLhun for the whole avatar magic)
it seems love is in the air for the next week at
@ProjectEdenVR 😘
World update and DJ party today!!! <3 only in #VRChat