I'm reading this manhwa right and the marriage custom in it is to swear straight to the heavens that if you break your wedding vows, you pay with your life. Hanafi could never.
I drew this to show how it feels like to walk around being dragged down by anxiety. The suffocation, the heavy chest, the feeling that things are all going off at the same time like water sloshing around that makes it hard to keep focus on anything but the chaotic sloshing.