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seungho took care of the passed out nakyum and cleaned him up everytime they did it, do you know how precious this piece of info is???
if joowon was toxic, he wouldn't have admitted that he was selfish at some point, he would have put all the blame on haesoo, he wouldn't have admitted to all the wrongs he have done unintentionally. he is self reflecting and is willing to change for himself and haesoo.
i don't see joowon's feelings for haesoo as selfish.. he wasn't selfish because he wanted to be selfish, he was selfish because he was desperate