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For those that just want to see the angel art, and not my melancholy ramblings that accompanied them in the previous post lol...
Myself down w/the details & giving up & not drawing again for months on end. I'm rusty & it's ok. I'm trying. It's been slowly getting easier. I've so many projects I want to do & share, so I hope you'll still be here in the future. Love all u guys & ty for being here w/me... End
W/this project, I'm forcing myself to draw the same thing differently every day, & not going back to it. I move on. Unfinished? Too bad. Bad anatomy? Too bad. Not what I see in my head? Too bad. I'm forcing myself to let it go. & honestly, it's such a relief. I'm not bogging 4/5
I've been battling depression, anxiety & incredibly low self-esteem for the majority of my life. Very grateful for those in my life that have helped me get this far. Besides burnout, I have trouble being happy w/a piece & moving on. Nothing is ever good enough. 3/5
Me to draw, even when I can't think of anything else to create. Now, why this project is personal... I've been in a BIG creative rut since '16. I was a graphic designer & illustrator for 5ish yrs prior & suffered bad burnout. I didn't want to do any art, not even for myself. 2/5
So this is a personal project on many different levels. I'll try to explain it as best I can. I've been fascinated & comforted w/the concept of angels ever since I was a kid. I consider myself spiritual, but not very religious for a # of reasons. They are a familiar thing for 1/5
Bamboo, my love, I had to overcome such a learning curve with you lol. Then my "big mama" cintiq 24hd I got 7 years ago, and my iPad 8gen I just got a couple Christmases ago https://t.co/Jh315rZrFr
QRT with your pink & purple stuff.
I realized I need to use those colors more often lol https://t.co/eQacNkkwdB
@GabeJamesGames My favorite NPC I haven't been able to use yet: witch granny that runs an experimental potion & item shop