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i've learned i can't ask for a place in utopia. it's purpose by the people who build it is to eliminate me. 5/6
but it still feels like i don't have a place, even in "no place". am i not just as deserving of something better? 4/6
in models of perfection, i have a hard time seeing myself. it feels like i am the monster you are seeking to destroy in the pursuit of it. where is my utopia? 2/6