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In elementary, every time I was having a meltdown the adults always tell me "don't think about them" or "just ignore them"
Now, I tell myself that every time I'm anxious or upset till I forget about it
Wonder if that's the reason why I feel like there are some gaps in my memory
i've finished my Smii7y fanart but my mind decided that I'm too insecure to post the whole drawing here.
So here's the cropped version instead.
I dreamed about the same thing (not really) two times in a row. I don't know why, but it's just weird. So i googled it, and it says that i'm anxious about something and need to fix problems in my life or something
People kept asking what is wrong with me, why am i like this, what am i even scared of. Honestly, i really hope i can actually answer them, but i literally asking the same thing to myself
i don't really like my look and i don't really like my voice. but for some reason i enjoy singing, i don't know why. its kinda stress relieving i guess. i took my teacher's advise to try recording my voice talking or singing. feels weird and cringy, but its a good start. i think.