my friends invited me out to go bowling and as much as I want to go also so I can bring up my bday plans idk how willing I am to take a half an hour bus ride to a sus area of town then just figure out how to get home once I'm there,,,,,
I also noticed other aspects such as a need to support and cherish my friends, and her attitude as a charismatic and extroverted leader has always resonated with me, she helped me begin to understand myself better, and that was an important first step for me to recover
