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Having one of the people you trust most turn out to secretly hate you is a real stab emotionally just when I thought I was getting better.
I should have accepted the signs but I guess I'm just that stubborn.
I hope I can form better friendships in the future...
@mellomemos Nishi has a handful of characters I know almost nothing about besides what clips he's shown me but when he talks about them I feel at peace.
Of course these are extremes in both directions, but I feel like limiting yourself to just one style or aesthetic can get stale eventually.
Having consistency is great, but diversity in tastes can be the foundation of your "character" and presence.
Don't shun that if ya like it.
When I was younger I felt like I had to choose between simple designs vs complex designs, I'm glad that over time I've realized a balance of both is more my style, and could even compliment each other if done effectively.
(I even debated JP aesthetics vs goth ones, lol)
I think the ironic thing about Loveless is I felt I was like Ritsuka but grew up to adopt some of Soubi's traits too and had to start wearing glasses.
Nishi is also like a head 1/2 shorter than me or so when I always thought I'd be the smaller one in a relationship...