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iwant tofeel safe andloved so bad but itsnevr goimg to happen again;imnever going to be truly 'ahppy' and havbe someone who realy loves me &wanty sto hu g me ever ever ever ever againand thinming abiutnuit makes me feel like im abiut tyo throw up & ic ant breathe
whwnever i tried to do the clothes;itjust looekd ugly-so i put a cute picture there
menhera;idesire-to-be-desired sonbadthst it makes me physiclaly hurt, basiclaly every day now;itreally sucks
i;mgoing to play thr sims;for 30 minutes;to akkethe fasmily taht i desperately wishihad;andthen imgonan go to my 1-of-2-only-friends house;and spend the ight-so ill be not-asactive for a bit;ikist didnt want anyone 2 worry bc of my last dtrawing & think someyhing bad happened