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#今月描いた絵を晒そう
This was only the warm-up.
Tomorrow shall begin the month of judgements.
Jokes on you all.
Well. Explain this then.
Don't even try to counter with "luck". You deserve it. You worked hard and you deserved it.
And as I explained before, all you have to do, is to do. Work it out.
Mess around and find out, why not?
That's what a hundred artstyles are for.
... for not spending enough time to draw at the study. When your mind was really into it. But don't ever forget that that piece in May was also finished on a bus trip back home.
You finished your magnum opus on a bus trip coming back home.
And so my disappointment was gone, as fast as it could be
I control my emotions, and not emotions that control me
It doesn't matter what negativity you have associated with me
I despise them all and strive for the best I can be.
In spite of them all, I stood still, bravely
Fought them back fiercely, and won defiantly
And then burned the midnight oil, working diligently
Proved to the world of my capability.
Art degrees, art tablets, art tools everywhere
Training books, classes and tutor's fees to bear
In my life however, they are less than rare
I am broke, stupid and often end up worse for wear
Even when I do much less than they do
And perform much worse than they perform
What this event was meant to be
Was for everyone, but not for me
For that I could and only did so small
Compared to countless others, it was abysmal
Those around me flex their dexterous hands
While I cower in my bed, face in my wretched palms
#PortfolioDay
So the time has come before I knew of the trends
An event so prestigious, everyone tried their hands
And yet now when it's my turn to come across
I looked back and saw myself full of regret.