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@DoodlyMonk great job on that nice 200. i haven't done one of these in a while, my name's luzzy and i draw whatever i really feel like
im gonna skip over the months from october to now ,because i think i've gone on for way to long with this thread. from where i was then to where i am now feel like a mountain's worth of difference, and i know im nowhere near done with any of this, but im happy to keep drawin
the start and end of it shows a ton to myself and a bunch of other drawings i made during that month i probably the reason i draw so consistently now rather than the infrequent times i drew before
that one last big jump that made me think i was actually decent at this and not just a chuckle fuck with a drawing tablet was when i bought CSP. having to put money into this made me feel more dedicated and motivated towards all of this
the end of summer made me really feel like i was settling into my own skin with drawing. there isnt one specific drawing that made me feel like this, but it all really made me feel better about my stuff in general
after all of that, the other thing that made me feel like i was growing was that character roller thing zito was doing, as it forced me to things i would never really draw for myself cause i honestly felt like i was very creatively bankrupt even if i was improving
the one big leap i had for myself was during the summer. that was when i really had the time to get into art and start trying new ways to draw, like using different brushes. after that i got my second drawing tablets and things got better from there
The few months or so after this drawing felt like a blur to me where i couldnt really tell if there was a difference in the stuff i was making. i was told that i was growing a lot by my friends, but i really didn't think about any of what they were saying.
i think the one piece of art that i made that didn't make me feel like i was wasting my time was the drawing i made for my saurian bard. It took me around 3 days to make, which is embarrassing to think about now, but it was the one thing i made that i was proud of for a while
I really had 0 fucking idea what i was doing because when i started because i never bothered watching any videos on getting into art or where to start because i cant really learn from watching only from doing. this made a lot of what i did when i started directionless doodles