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"i did the best i could with what i knew. it was always going to be that way. but i am sorry."
"AND I WANT TO BE A BIG BALL OF MEAT/THAT BEES CAN BUZZ AROUND AND EAT/AND FEAST ON MY LIVER AND ROT OUT MY TEETH"
"bodies, can't you see what everybody wants from you?/if you could want that too/then you'll be happy..."