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hualian have me in the fattest chokehold right now holeee fuck they have consumed my mind body and soul
hua cheng is the one who's afraid. he's afraid of being seen, perceived, known, by xie lian - he's afraid that once xie lian knows who and want he is he won't want anything to do with him anymore, and yet he is still comforting xl and gently telling him not to be afraid