ソウェニャン | o(-(さんのイラストまとめ

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I got a freelance job with better payment and able to support DNT fandom by buying the artbook (also I need it for my comic project, because of mecha and space opera references are hella rare here orz )

but my remaining family, LOGH die neue these fandom especially Yang wenli gave me a reason to not give up. started to remake eintz into webtoon format for contest with better storyline etc and become yang wenli fanartist

2016: year of BS and depression. dealing with an emotionally and narcissistic abusive husband, my father and my Lil sis got hospitalized due to chronic illness. I started to feel numb inside by playing and grinding GBF and FGO like crazy as escapism.

the stress and depression I got from there . also this is the beginning where my suicidal and anxiety tendency arises. but I simply accept it as a part of atonement to my "ex-best friend" for letting her down, for being a shitty friend

and also friends from their inner circle called "c*tv club" . it such funny and wholesome group :') . also I began developing eintz by shamelessly connecting with the group's timeline with my ex-Best friend
where it soon become my biggest regret in my whole life

2013: i slowly began inactive in CR after discovering an ugly truth about them, chara n*zi shits and division mate who drove into quest revenge from the previous WAR event. combined with RL this shitstorm almost fcuked up final college year . then i moved into PN

2012: because of RP group, college assignment and new pen tablet ,
i draw a lot like a mad lad. this year I became bitter and sarcastic due to some incident on CR yea..... I still can't forget it until now

and it has driven me to revenge by improving my skill

2011: joined Canvas ranger and started to get serious in art and RP despite my 0 knowledge about proper character writing :'))))) . also i got my first pen tablet from my late father

I remember I was so bright and positive about this group back there.........

2010 : joined deviantart for the first time thanks to a kind college friend. its a year where i become super productive in the middle of college assignment