drank 94oz of sewage, ate 60g of cocaine❤さんのイラストまとめ

It ends when you stop asking yourself for the answer.

Do you deserve to be loved?

You answer no, but you considered. Why won't most of others say no as well? Why is it not universal that you deserve nothing short of a scoff and ignorance?

Maybe you've sent yourself to Coventry

"It costs your life, and you still believe it's unimportant? Why would you do such things to yourself, just for the comfort of everyone else around you whom don't care about you?

Perhaps that's the reason why you're so useless in the first place."

I guess that's true, isn't it?

you kept looking for the answer. kept asking for help to find the answer.

nobody knew, except you. yet you are still in denial.

I don't have any problems. I can hear your problems, it's all fine! You don't need to listen to any of my worthless background, what good will it do?!

you asked yourself "what did i do so wrong to deserve this?"

you said "it's not me."

what is happening? something inside you? it is wrong, and you kept brushing it off aside as if it was not the issue?

it was never you?

it was something

inside your body

but you still asked?

to share is to cause unnecessary distress, because no matter how much you tried, you could not prevent your own body to commit a violence that you did not even believe in.

or maybe if you stopped trying so hard, it would actually work, and you would not be such a revolting tool.

continue.. LOL💥

soldat what is that get away from that scary thing

why are you holding its hand oh my god youre going to get all of aahw killed

silly s3lf

it's getting pretty difficult to live . i'm sorry (⁠´⁠°ω⁠°｀⁠)
please don't bother worrying, i'll be okay

here is art i made for @ MiserricoRde, i still really like it a lot. maybe i can colour it one day ?