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it's a mindset i admittedly need to work on and fix, but it's very evident that it's something i can't quite rid of yet, judging by how little completed personal art i could share, if it's for myself, it's usually rough doodles that i did on a whim, or i can't complete them
since then, i tried a lot of things, i was very unsatisfied with everything i do, i still feel that way until now
my motivation had ended up being drawing things i love to drawing things for money, bc i needed it and couldn't bring myself to draw what for myself as much
i had a thing for missing eyes back then, i'm not sure why 🤔
around 2015, i had a "painty" phase, i even tried PS at some point, but decided to stick with SAI until i got my hands on CSP
i tried to find the oldest coloured arts i could find that is still archived somewhere, so i could show a good comparison from my old style to my current one as a sort of self-reflection
2011 (used mouse) > 2014 > 2017 > 2022/current
i’ve only drawn payne with his titan bf so far, his warlock bf deserves love too
idk what i was trying to do here, smth about him in water or smth except he’s still a catboy and not a mermaid in an au???? idk
considering that these are my favourite medabots, i shouldn't be surprised that i turned out this way
also... hey 👉👈 i'm trying to get some extra monies on the side for PC replacement parts so it doesn't hurt my wallet too much this holiday season
if you want a quickie, you can donate 1 ko-fi in my ko-fi page, and give me a prompt to sketch out!
https://t.co/bI28JqBnL6