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i will eventually figure out how not to worry and tell you all because wisdom should not be behind a paywall and my favorite games are puzzles
tension headache minor blackouts vomiting the dizzies and uuuuuuhhhhh visual snow
yeah im stable now thanks for sticking here
Im not healthy unless Im having the vomits and they're coming back, so that whatever it was is over and I can rest easy brain is back to normal
Because my neurology is a mystery mush of symptoms but at least I pay attention to my health and the signs
probably if i continue down this track in a month or so ill be able to seek normal work
thatll be something for sure
@DuelRadio The point of choosing comedy was because it has a better chance of helping people than singing does
Its not an accident Im funny, so I dont think Im better/worse than anyone, just maybe more ambitious in general than the average
Mostly I want to throw up and get a hug tbh
people are always going to fuck with me because those people exist and they basically fuck with anybody in range
its not me anymore its just that people who fuck with people exist and they dont care who
thats the exact facts at least i realize that its not me
started dressing in actual more dressy clean clothes since Ryou is actually a possibility now
actually things are happening with the self respect and self love that were not before
thats an actual big deal, because I almost died from self loathing there for a second
its like these medications plus carefully thought out levels of caffeine pills plus these decisions about my life path plus the Bakura shit erased the past 20 years off my body AND lit me up internally like a fucking sunlamp
i looked in the mirror i shocked my self i look GOOD
@pixiiesun I unno about age regression I kinda did for a long time because lol trauma.
Then I began recovering and stopped and went back to the literal I got stuck at 19 because traumatic separation so Im back to normal.
I like my medication these days. Its actually helping not a scam
@serenatoninin thats idiotic as shit
I am NOT transracial OR transethnic I got ACCEPTED because I LOVE PEOPLE and I HONOR THAT because what would I do without a pure heart that LOVES PEOPLE
Thats crap. Also my genes hold north african. So fuck that.
Its not HARD TO LOVE PEOPLE