their way of thinking existentially about life into that of Christian beliefs. The only way I've found to make a middle ground in this is Folk Catholicism/ Catholic Witchcraft which """breaks the rules""""""" while also being a Holy practice and something my ancestors have done.
@Laylabelle97 it's this one, my first thought when redesigning from when I last drew him at like 12 yrs old was "I want to own one of those tumblr dapper grumpy twink character archetypes--thats probably like 28 years old or something yet the fandom babies him still--char designs" LMAOOO
It feels lonesome when it seems like you're the only one wanting it but I promise that the very nature of your existence in it of itself is a forevermore want for life already and it is okay to be tired and exhausted and frustrated and desperate and impatient.. the body hears too
