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suddenly i'm reminded of what i've lost this year.
i ruined 2 great career opportunities for myself.
my dog died.
all of my bf's cats died.
my relationship with my parents was obliterated.
i stopped keeping in touch with my brother.
i don't want to see what 2022 has in store
day 3 i'm sick as fuck and i'm not inspired
it hasn't even been a week but i want to take a break lmao
Day 2:
my natural post-work state -
blanky mode, crying into a cup of hot choccy xD
fuck it im gonna try to start doodling a little every day.
day 1 at least i can say i did it. xD
maybe if i stick with it long enough i'll be able to make a cool before and after post idk
@AkaneLinn you are so freaking CUTE and your model looks so good but my god i can't do anyone's character justice xD everyone is just gonna get botched doodles bc that's all i got >,__,<
@Bexistentialism @SunnyCandyGal i am now realizing i literally don't remember how to do any of this and i never developed an art style and i don't know how to paint backgrounds 💀
I just know Twitter is going to crop this weird but I just got back a commission from @KylinSix and dude I'm so in love look at these oh my god 👀👀👀❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #digitalart #commissionsopen