# chae

somang gave dongchae the flower bucket she prepared for hamin💐

somang to dongchae: i think youre the owner of this flower. i was about to give it to someone who's precious to me so instead, take good care of it (...) make sure to tell your parents the truth & ask for their help

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// MENTIONS OF DEATH
// SUICIDE
// SELF HARM

jaemin: caught you, so do you want to die? even if you want to die there might be other solutions to your problem.

dongchae: i dont want to die, even now i am so scared. but continue living made my life scarier.

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tw suicide attempt

jaemin: do you really want to die? there might be another way to solve this! but is this really what you want?
dongchae: ...i do not want to die. even now i feel scared. but...it feels scarier to live.

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tw suicide attempt

dongchae: i heard that kids who were born in the winter are resistant to the cold. but bc thats not the case for me, ive always waited for the spring. but my winter is too long and cold (...) i'm going to end this cold season that feels like it'll last forever

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// bullying, abuse, blood

he went to his situation before and decided to turn his plan into reality.

dongchae: "i dont feel fear and pain."

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jaemin was looking into eunchae's mini notebook and found her drawing of him in which she wrote ✨the epitome of dazzling✨ around him

eunchae: i mean that, youre shining...when i look at you.

and theres subin looking at them, "good times~ i wish i was like that too" 🥲

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talk that talk 💗🌸💗

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the school nurse to dongchae:

"i cant help you if you dont hold out your hand first. if you ask me not to do anything, then i wont do anything and will just listen to [your concerns] so when you have something you want to talk about, you can come here anytime."

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