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I don't really have the energy to give a shit about christmas. Just another day to me at this point, especially with all the crap in 2020 not even making it feel like Christmas, Lul. I just plan to work through it as it isn't even worth celebrating this year
Meditating on my recent tracks and trying to think of it as a journey. I see it as the instruments in the songs leading the person down a rabbit hole that twists and turns and based on how I design the world they immerse themselves in it, it can produce chill or heightened energy
@KamexVGM can you make a custom Megalovania for my day oc chad Sans and call it chadvania? You'll also be doing this for free :)
People are really scared to use my music LOL. I've had to tell so many people this week it's ok. And with all this copyright felony stuff in America, I might just put a disclaimer saying it's safe to stream my content as long as I'm credited.
I need a good cuddle, but there is no one around to cuddle. Truly a terrible fate.
On my way to the cardiologist to get my heart looked at. Hopefully the outlook is good as I haven't had any issues since my ER visit. If things go well, I can take it easy with my heart at least.
So, just like you would have a coach to help you mentor and get better, sometimes you need to invest in either money/networking to find yourself someone to coach/guide you so you can know your strengths/weaknesses and get faster/stronger/better with your craft.
Coronavirus is annoying. I miss being able to go out since I'm starting to feel a bit lonely and miss being able to go out once a week to music places/bars/festivals to lose myself with other people. I need a good cuddle or something. I'll be happy when this covid shit is over.