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According to my doctor, I'm now clinically diagnosed with "Treatment resistant crippling chronic major depressive disorder" in addition to my anxiety/panic disorders. Bloody fantastic. At least I don't have to do jury duty ever again in my life🙃
I'm depression shopping and spending my money again, even though I know it won't make me happy.
I feel bad spending money on myself. I'd much rather spend it on something for someone else. But because I'm a horrible person and ruin things, I don't have anyone for that anymore.
@itanimeirl >Using delayedtrash '77 as a reason to keep on keepin' on
>Not using the thought of you missing out on Rem's awakening being animated instead
Weak meme. Absolutely weak.
Remember kids, it's not crying if you do it in the shower. It's just shower water at that point, right? ...Right?
I get so little sleep I forgot how bad my nightmares were. I have now remembered how bad the nightmares are after a longer than normal sleep (for me, at least). I'm now a sobby, anxiety filled mess. Pic related.
@palmacosplay It helps when you have something to take the pain away, though nothing takes the pain away for me anymore. I hope you still have something to keep you going, even if it's something small.