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Seungho, the noble lord, actually covered Nakyum with his robe so his little lover wouldn't get ill again, only for him to get the cold instead! That's how much NK means to him and while he might struggle to put it into words he reveals it with his action. #PainterOfTheNight
That moment when Nakyum reaches out and almost caresses Seungho - that's something he wants himself. No one orders him to and there is nothing sexual about it. He just wants to touch this man in front of him who is constantly on his mind. #PainteroftheNight
Despite SH's treatment, Nakyum still reciprocates his kisses even before the alcohol takes effect. And not only that, he can't help himself but to reach out to SH, not to push him away, but to hold onto him. Because the nobleman isn’t the only one whose actions belie his words.
SH’s never given NK such a bruising kiss.Seungho isn’t merely punishing NK for what he understands as a rejection of himself,he is STAKING HIS CLAIM IN THE MOST INSTINCTIVE + PRIMAL WAY POSSIBLE,REWRITING AND ERASING MIN’S TOUCH WITH HIS OWN because he doesn’t know any other way.
It triggers Seungho again and he wants to punish NK for it and also prove to himself that the boy doesn’t mean anything to him. It’s a vicious circle SH can’t escape unless he accepts his own feelings for Nakyum.
but also his way to get revenge on NK. And the same happens when NK finds the mere thought that SH might be in love with him preposterous. It’s another rejection and far worse than the previous one because NK tells him directly into his face.
the moment he realized that Nakyum acted like a fuck doll because of Inhun, because he can’t forget the scholar. To SH,that feels like a rejection and betrayal, like he was not good enough and Nakyum cheated on him with IH. Therefore his week of orgies isn’t only a way to forget,
Behind all that anger, jealousy and denial, the main reason why Seungho is such a mess is that he feels unloved by Nakyum and the pain that comes with it and he doesn’t know how to deal with. It’s what triggered his latest descend into debauchery: #PainterOfTheNight
There is no DJ to lure Nakyum out of the mansion now, but Seungho's actions tonight might do exactly that; making Nakyum run away from him in fear.
Seriously, he should write a book ‘How Not To Woo a Boy,’ by Yoon Seungho.