Yoon Seungho's Loverさんのイラストまとめ

The dildo has Nakyum's blood on it, doesn't it? Those stains aren't just shadows, right? Because when Min pulled it out in the previous chapter, it used to be clean, without those dark red smudges. Those bastards truly must have torn him down there.

Seungho and Nakyum are both so unbelievably strong and freaking brave and fearless - they would rather die before they break or give up. It hits even harder because Nakyum's age now is very close to Seungho's in the flashbacks from his late teens.

Yoon Seungho with the men he fucked and the only one he has ever loved.

Seungho's little fighter. Even drugged and badly hurt, Nakyum fights back, stands up for himself and refuses to give up on Seungho. Deep down, he must believe that Seungho will eventually come to save him.

Seungo has snapped! Insert the Kill Bill siren music! Mass murder imminent!

So either No Name saves Nakyum because Jihwa begged him to, or IH's house is like 30 seconds away and Seungho believes Jihwa without questions (if he actually listens to him before killing him) and then turns into Joseon's Usain Bolt.

Seungho goes from being wrecked that he doesn't find Nakyum there to hoping and trying to convince and assure himself that it isn't Nakyum's blood; that his lover is somewhere out there, still breathing, still alive. And SH desperately clings to that hope.