🌸TataMana💙さんのイラストまとめ

Chuuya is watching his surrounding through his mind,motionless and vulnerable but he is well here,so he knew that he had to reach for Dazai to save him,he couldn't control his body but in a last desperate effort he was still able to transmit his intentions to Arahabaki➡️
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It feels a bit like the process of Corruption when Chuuya has to throw away everything to protect Yokohama and Dazai surely puts back together his pieces,Chuuya had to sacrifice his past life with the Sheep for the sake of finding his own origin,Dazai put back his puzzle
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Chuuya asked what was Dazai's favorite flower,he answered almost in tears it was the peach blossom because"it was small"while looking at Chuuya,a legend says immortals feed on the Peach flowers' tree,so imagine in BSD Chuuya as the peach,and Dazai finding life with him➡️
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A blue flower symbolizes hope and the beauty of things,at 15 Chuuya hoped he would find his origins while searching for Arahabaki,he had a glimpse with Rimbaud,and Dazai hoped to have a beautiful suicide,yet he found beauty in others way more interesting things in life➡️
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Thinking about how the fifteen light novel related so well the moment Dazai/Chuuya settled their plan against Rimbaud together,way more meaningful than the anime,because all their usual mutual key words of trust were mentioned,the precious promises linking them forever➡️
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it took a few seconds for Chuuya to be able to face Rimbaud about the truth,he was so small at this moment,just a kid confronted to the adult world,in the light novel his face was even in the shadow to express the fact he wasnt feeling human,and Dazai was so concerned➡️
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So just to tell (i lost myself again),that those balloons were a little wink that Dazai trully enjoyed every moments passed with Chuuya,it was to celebrate having Chuuya as his "dog",his awkward way to say he wanted him by his side forever so had his first reason to live
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The arcade game was the moment when Dazai and Chuuya played like the young teenagers they truly were for the first time,a short break setting them a bit free from their rough adult world,and these balloons were like the symbol of them flying together through a new life➡️
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When Dazai prepared Chuuya's new-found freedom party he really took care of putting two balloons representing him (the one smiling) with Chuuya (the angry hat one),as memory of their sweet arcade bickering,because Dazai found some freedom too with Chuuya at this moment➡️
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We have no more details,maybe the stress despair and sadness of not knowing who he was,but Dazai holding Chuuya in his arms was definitely easy for him,id like to think after the events he use to take him around Yokohama and have him eat candies and chocolate like kids➡️
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