In one of those moods where I am obviously hungry, and have a plate of food, but out of some weird spite and self-hatred I just want to see the food become shitty and inedible over time so I can't enjoy it.
That's a fun thought. Thanks brain. also fuck you I am eating my🥚
Though I still have a lot of stuff I need to watch/read and I really want to continue reading Beserk but Disco Elysium is fascinating and I want to keep playing it, and fuck it genderbent Harry