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I can't look in the mirror without feeling pain, I cannot watch myself on TV or on video meetings. It can spiral me down into a dark pit, because it isn't my face I see- it isn't me. My dysphoria was nearly fatal.
Working on monsters was the bulk of my career upswing. I did the Skaarj for Unreal Tournament 04 entirely- from concept art through to final rigged model and handpainted textures.
You can see the influences that got me to that work. It wasn't intended as a racial comment- but it certainly carries the torch on.
No. It definitely is not, more the imposition of self portrait and that fucking mask seared into my brain.
This Dwarf Necromancer, for example, has my familial nose. More my dads- I get that but the bulb tip from my mums side.
Every single line of action takes you on a journey and look where they end up?
On his intelligent, gentle, living eyes.
For those of you watching National Lampoons Christmas Vacation this #Christmas, the actress playing Aunt Bethany is Mae Questel... who was Betty Boop and Olive Oyl.
What a legend.