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i dunno if this thread was a reflection. maybe more of just a ramble, disguised as a reflection.

there's a bunch of things i didn't talk about, that i don't want to really talk about in a public space like this. mostly how stuff related to specific people affected me.

if i had to look forward to the future...

i guess, 2020 resolutions:

• keep working on scenes and backgrounds!
• make a...calendar?
• make......something, i guess
• i'll figure it out

its 3 am and ive been talking for at least 83 tweets, so i am so sorry if this floods your timeline

wait who's the person awake at 3am to like the last tweet, go to bed

2018 and 2019 have been pretty similar

i feel less like a chicken with its head cut off

i'm a lot more grounded in reality

i speak up a lot more easily now

little things that make life better

teaching is not something i had had on my future plans last -- it's actually something that elementary school!me had decided i was bad at

life proves me wrong, i guess

slowly, but surely, i'm forming together storylines that i can turn into things that people will be able to experience. in 2017, a friend introduced me to DND, and i made an attempt to run a campaign for a few rp friends over the summer. went ok! could have done better

something that i actually can't show very well is that i also picked up writing stories again for C0NSTANTS -- something that roleplaying helps with, since it's all writing, but formulating an actual story? definitely stretched that muscle during this group

in a completely unprecedented turn of events, academic life got easier when i went with something i was more familiar with. who knew!

not that it was 100% familiar -- i ended up majoring in printmaking, and it's still something i adore and wish i had more space to do.

a friend convinced me to start a few rp groups with them that year also, though none of them lasted very long

i still had a lot of fun, and running those groups gave me a foundation for future groups i was asked to help mod. the real learning experiences were the later ones tho!

so i opened up commissions (leading to the two drawings from earlier), found more roleplay groups, and actively started drawing more

presto, i am suddenly a lot happier

art is good for the soul, everyone