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The betrayal of trust cuts deep, even deeper than the physical pain,because NK's truly given his heart to SH and had expectations. He wholeheartedly believed SH's promise & it's fitting that now he is literally pushing SH away- the only thing SH asked him to promise him not to do
In the past, it only took a mere touch from NK and SH stopped immediately,not now. It's not because he would change his mind out of nowhere, after months of restrain & being tame as a lamb,he CAN'T even change his mind because he isn't in control of it,showing it's not deliberate
Nakyum has his own AU where he allows himself to love Seungho openly to hs heart's content! Proving that it costs him all his willpower not to laugh and hold Seungho each time he sees him.