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I wanted to emphasize that the people Lucy can best commiserate with isn’t Graham—the two of them being in love won’t fix Lucy’s grief
Bartlett and Colby are the ones who most understand what she’s going through #GHliveblog
This wasn’t meant to be a Flowerpot reference, I’m just used to drawing greenhouses ha ha
Also, Saffron is the school nutritionist and does community gardening! #GHliveblog
Like Lucy, Colby is a person who has gone through loss and doesn’t want anyone else to feel the way he did (and sometimes he goes too far) #GHliveblog
I wanted a moment for Bartlett that felt more solid and immediate than just thinking “I miss her”—him realizing that he’ll have to change his emergency contact was one of them #GHliveblog
The thought that I’d live a life where I’d think “I just have to make it until the end of this week” over and over for the rest of my life is one of my biggest anxieties #GHliveblog
There have been times when I’ve felt sad, and the worst thing was that it felt unproductive—I didn’t learn anything from it, it didn’t make me a better person. I just dwelled in it. I had nothing to do with those feelings.
That’s sort of the sentiment here #GHliveblog
The character I’m most defensive of is Madeleine, but second is Colby!!
His good intentions and youth don’t outweigh the wrongness of his actions, but I was really startled by how vehemently readers reacted to him blocking Lucy’s number!! #GHliveblog
Colby isn’t overprotective of Bartlett because he doesn’t want to lose another parental figure
Colby is protective of Bartlett because they both lost parents when they were young, and Colby doesn’t think Bartlett deserves any more suffering in his life #GHliveblog
Lucy and Graham have both experienced an interrelated loss, but at this moment, Lucy realizes it’s not the same loss
Graham wants to talk to the other chefs who also lost Bartlett; Lucy wants to talk to someone who also lost Lynn, or their family
#GHliveblog